I beat my heart into submission
For your smile or agreement
That I was beautiful in your eyes
My shoulders thrown back
In defiance of the hurt delivered
With the disregarded plea of see me
I learned to walk with a sway
Each step an invitation to you
Sent back unopened, unheeded
Today I am without tethers
Gravity released its earthbound hold
Floating above need or demand
Safety once found in your arms
Entangled in each breath taken
Now blows me free on cool winds
Once you were my beacon
Guiding me down dark pathways
Coaxing me, stroking away fears
My own darkness unbound
Needed no enticing or invitation
Only an offering of the key
That you wasted with played games
Thinking it was yours not mine
Nights I rested on your chest
Your heartbeat my lullaby
Mine not quite in tempo, always behind
I beat my heart into submission
You wanted more, with cold eyes
Demanded a slaves heart
I stood up in the cool wind
Spread my wings of darkness
Soared above your need
I was free and light
My heart dominate and unconquered